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+Yukong, I'm happy to have a chance to fight side-by-side with you.
+When the pair assignment was sent out, I was so nervous that I didn't dare to open and check it, fearing that we wouldn't be paired up. It's not like I can't bear to part with you, but I was worried to leave you with the others with your fiery temperament.
+When you actually get to the battlefield, don't act recklessly like you do now, always charging in with hotheadedness. Before taking action, think more about the consequences. But it's okay, I don't want to talk about this anymore, or you'll accuse me of nagging like an old crone again. In any case, we need to work together, using our individual strengths to create our own legends in the vast sky.
+I look forward to fighting in the vast skies with you, so much so that I'm finding it hard to fall asleep.
+...
+Yukong, don't cry. There is no need to be sad.
+My husband was the one who died, but you're crying more than I am. After so many years of fighting, you're still so emotional. I'm envious.
+Being a fighter pilot has always been a harrowing decision. Since we chose this path, we have to be mentally prepared. What's important is not whether we can survive by luck, but whether we can live up to the value of a pilot's life.
+Guangyuan and his partner managed to keep an entire borisin fleet at bay. They were heroes. To me, that is enough.
+I've heard it said that the greatest happiness in life is being able to choose how you die. From this perspective, to fight for the Xianzhou Alliance... no, for the people of the entire cosmos, to die on the battlefield after a lifetime of military service, Guangyuan is probably happy.
+Of course, you better not have this kind of happiness, just live another two hundred years, behave, and then die of old age for me.
+...
+Yukong, it's been a long time. I'm still on my maternity leave in the rear. Everything is fine.
+With the stalemate happening right now, you must be very busy. But when you have the chance, please take a moment to write an exchange diary entry for me, so that I can know you are still safe... and also, I have a mountain of things I want to talk to you about.
+Firstly, an announcement. I've already decided on a name for our child.
+Guangyuan has talked about this before. If it's a boy, name him Dragon, and if it's a girl, name her Phoenix. But this man's literary sense is as good as the monkeys in the Ever-Hunt Plains. No matter how much we should prioritize the wishes of my late husband, I cannot let his wants ruin my child's life.
+So after much pondering, I've decided to go with your suggestion and name her Qingni — the colors of dawn.
+"The moonlit camp opens to a garden of archery, frosty banners brush the colors of dawn." How rare, you made the time and effort to look through poems and allegories. I thought you only cared about fighter jets.
+Don't miss me too much. After taking a few months of break and settling Qingni down, I will be back in action ASAP. Qingni is still so young, and I need to leave her to fight a war... How should I say this, I'm such an irresponsible mother.
+I am well aware. The situation on the front line doesn't look so good. The borisin keep breaking our ranks. All the media outlets are trying to control the spread of panic and fear, but the Luofu is shrouded with a veil of uneasiness.
+However, I believe the Xianzhou Alliance will win. I believe that warriors like you and me will repel those Denizens of Abundance to whence they come.
+I look forward to fighting beside you once more.
+...
+Yukong, we will be heading toward a cruel battlefield tomorrow.
+SO tonight, there are some things I must entrust to you. (This may be somewhat ominous, but there's not help for it. Who made it so that we've never entrusted these things to each other before?)
+If you lived and I didn't, please take care of Qingni like you would your own daughter. I know you will. I will entrust you with all my savings, please us that as living expenses for Qingni.
+No matter what kind of person Qingni wants to become, please support her fully. Merchant, poet, street performer, anything except a fighter pilot.
+Please allow me to make a vow with you: Do not let Qingni become a fighter pilot.
+When we enlisted, you wrote in this diary: "Our fighter jets would be hung in space by their lonesome selves like ships sailing in the middle of the ocean." "... Some may call this 'feeling lonely', but I prefer to call it freedom."
+I really loved this segment, because I thought the same.
+But that's enough. Loneliness or freedom, we've already tasted it all. Promise me, don't let that child touch the sky.
+...